36 and Evolving: A Year of Transformation

Whoa, Im 36.

This birthday feels different—not because of the number, but because of everything this past year has held. If someone had told me a year ago how much my life would change, I’m not sure I would’ve believed them.

I became a mother again, and the beauty of that was met with the unexpected weight of postpartum depression. It shook me in ways I wasn’t prepared for, but it also opened my eyes to the importance of giving myself grace. Finding a therapist was one of the best decisions I’ve made—not just for my mental health, but for my healing, my clarity, and my peace.

My firstborn will soon wrap up middle school and begin his journey in high school this fall, which brought its own mix of pride and nostalgia. Watching him grow into a young man has been surreal. It reminds me of how fast time moves, how much we evolve, and how important it is to be present in every moment.

Career-wise, I’ve felt both the pressure and the promise. Balancing motherhood with ambition hasn’t been easy, but I’m proud of the strides I’ve made. I relaunched my blog—this space—and though I was nervous, it felt right. Writing again is like coming home to myself. I’m learning to honor my voice, to tell my story even when it’s messy, vulnerable, or still unfolding.

Through it all—every tear, every sleepless night, every prayer whispered in the dark—I found a new relationship with God. One that feels intimate, honest, and necessary. I’ve leaned on my faith more than ever before, and it’s carried me through.

I’m so blessed. Truly. I have two beautiful children who keep me grounded and full of love. A career that challenges and inspires me. A support system that shows up for me on my best and worst days. And a heart that, despite it all, still believes in joy, in healing, in growth.

At 36, I may not have it all figured out, but I have everything I need: strength, purpose, love, and a story worth telling.

Here’s to this new chapter. To softness and resilience. To grace and gratitude. To becoming.

Happy Birthday to me.

“And just when she thought life was over, she became the woman she was always meant to be.” -unknown

Dear God

Thank You for carrying me through this past year—a year of change, challenge, growth, and grace. I didn’t always understand the path, but I trust that You were with me every step of the way.

On my 36th birthday, I surrender all that I am and all that I’m becoming into Your hands. Heal the parts of me still tender, restore what’s been broken, and continue to renew my mind and spirit.

Bless my children, my home, my heart, and every space I walk into. Give me the wisdom to make sound decisions, the courage to speak my truth, and the patience to wait for what is mine.

May I walk boldly in my purpose, stay rooted in faith, and remain open to love—in all its forms.

Let joy find me. Let peace surround me. Let Your will be done in my life.

In Jesus’ name,

Amen.

#thejourneecontinues